I dunno why but I felt kinda weird recently..I feel like someone cursed me or something or maybe I just thinking too much... =_= -sigh-
even so, I'm still kinda awkward today...when will I stop feeling weird?
there's certain time I'm feel happy and at the same time, I feel...weird?
O_O what the hell is wrong with me! >O AARRRRGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!
When people get hurt , they learn to hate . When people hurt others , they become hated & are racked with guilt ; But knowing that pain allows people to be kind , Pain allows people to grow & how you grow up is up to you ; You know pain, you think about it , the answer you find it is up to you ; Just try to make your life as simple as possible ; So that you can forget all the pain you had .
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Stereopony - TSUKIAKARI no MICHISHIRUBE / Guidepost of the Moonlight
as the Opening of Darker than Black.
"somebody/someone/somewhat" tagged me... =.="
Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave a comment (“You’re tagged!”), and to read your blog, you can’t tag a person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.
1. As you all know, my name is Mohamad Faizal. How proud I am got that name, haha. Meaning of Faizal is something to do with Judge, Decisive, Criteria. Few of my friends call me Zero, while most of them just call me Pejal and now I got new nickname, which is Pak Usu. haha~ bcuz I got a niece right now, that's what my family call me right now.
2. I'm from Malaysia, nothing to be proud of but I'm proud to be Muslim. haha~ well, my mother's ancestors were Chinese, if I'm not mistaken. Bcuz one of my mom's brother look a bit Chinese/Malay. Maybe that the reason why my eyes look like Chinese. Even few my friends said that I'm a "dark skin Chinese". Damn you people!
3. *sigh* Relationship~ I stop thinking about it for a while, maybe it's not my time yet to have a relationship. I do like someone, no, I did like someone before. For me, to like someone is very easy, yet, to love someone is so damn hard. I like tons of girls that I knew, but none of them I truly love, that includes my ex-girlfriends. The truth is I'm not very good at any related to relationship, haha~
4. I love lots of thing that have to do with Japan, like Anime, Manga, Music. MangAnime are part of my life. Without them, I totally like a zombie sitting at home. That includes Music also, my life will fill with loneliness if I didn't hear any songs.
5. I'm interested in Cosplay right now! I wanted to participate in Cosplay Competition. Cosplay short of "Costume Play" is type of performance art in which participants don costumes and accessories to represent a specific character or idea. Characters are often drawn from popular fiction in Japan. Favorite sources include manga, anime, tokusatsu, comic books, graphic novels, video games, hentai and fantasy movies.
6. Nothing change on me, my weight is still the same, about 56kg..the only differ is my height, I'm getting taller. haha~ now it's 175cm.
7. I don't care much about marriage, as long as the marriage going well, then I don't have to worry about it. That's all.
8. My drawing keeps better and better. Well, now I have to concentrate on achieving as Graphics Designer/Animation. Maybe after this, I should join Gempak Starz and become cartoonist. haha~
9. I used to addicted to v'games. haha~ that's weird for someone like me. But now, I already stop being addicted to v'games. Now I addicted on my drawing!
10. I totally love something that I can hold for a very long time, I don't care whether it's look pretty or ugly, as long as I can hold something precious that people gave it to me.
11. I used to get angry easily, but now, I'm not anymore, I dunno what kind of spells I do to myself but it work. As long as I remain calm and think logically, I can overcome my anger.
12.When my hair is short, I must make it look interesting and stylish, but when my hair is long, I don't give a damn about it, I just let it become messy, although sometimes it's kinda disturbing but I like it.
13. I love to plan what's going on ahead on me. If the plan doesn't go well, I will make another plan to fix it and then return to the original plan. Sometimes, I already have a back-up plan on my mind if something goes wrong.
14. I'm rarely to get sick, but when I'm sick, it's really hard to recover bcuz I don't like to take medicine. I just let it be until I'm recover.
15.When I like someone, I will have multiple feelings towards that person. I will like, love, envy, hate that person and most important thing, I will always think about that person.
16. I really easy to like someone, it's not love first sight, but it's more to like first sight. I don't care much if people think of that girl were differ with me either that girl is cute/pretty or not.
17. I do have a great memory, I can remember something that already been years. Right now, I still remember a few things when I was kindergarten. haha~ weird huh?
18. My attitude depends on my moods, most the time I be friendly with everyone, and most of the time I fake my feelings when I'm with my friends. I do look happy, but deep inside, who knows? only God knows about it.
19. I'm actually a left-handed, my dad forced me, and now I'm a right-handed. Reason? I don't know about it, maybe my dad don't want me look "differ" than my siblings since all of them were right-handed.
20. I really love to sit like L Ryuzaki from Death Note, I dunno why but it makes me feel very comfortable. haha~
1. As you all know, my name is Mohamad Faizal. How proud I am got that name, haha. Meaning of Faizal is something to do with Judge, Decisive, Criteria. Few of my friends call me Zero, while most of them just call me Pejal and now I got new nickname, which is Pak Usu. haha~ bcuz I got a niece right now, that's what my family call me right now.
2. I'm from Malaysia, nothing to be proud of but I'm proud to be Muslim. haha~ well, my mother's ancestors were Chinese, if I'm not mistaken. Bcuz one of my mom's brother look a bit Chinese/Malay. Maybe that the reason why my eyes look like Chinese. Even few my friends said that I'm a "dark skin Chinese". Damn you people!
3. *sigh* Relationship~ I stop thinking about it for a while, maybe it's not my time yet to have a relationship. I do like someone, no, I did like someone before. For me, to like someone is very easy, yet, to love someone is so damn hard. I like tons of girls that I knew, but none of them I truly love, that includes my ex-girlfriends. The truth is I'm not very good at any related to relationship, haha~
4. I love lots of thing that have to do with Japan, like Anime, Manga, Music. MangAnime are part of my life. Without them, I totally like a zombie sitting at home. That includes Music also, my life will fill with loneliness if I didn't hear any songs.
5. I'm interested in Cosplay right now! I wanted to participate in Cosplay Competition. Cosplay short of "Costume Play" is type of performance art in which participants don costumes and accessories to represent a specific character or idea. Characters are often drawn from popular fiction in Japan. Favorite sources include manga, anime, tokusatsu, comic books, graphic novels, video games, hentai and fantasy movies.
6. Nothing change on me, my weight is still the same, about 56kg..the only differ is my height, I'm getting taller. haha~ now it's 175cm.
7. I don't care much about marriage, as long as the marriage going well, then I don't have to worry about it. That's all.
8. My drawing keeps better and better. Well, now I have to concentrate on achieving as Graphics Designer/Animation. Maybe after this, I should join Gempak Starz and become cartoonist. haha~
9. I used to addicted to v'games. haha~ that's weird for someone like me. But now, I already stop being addicted to v'games. Now I addicted on my drawing!
10. I totally love something that I can hold for a very long time, I don't care whether it's look pretty or ugly, as long as I can hold something precious that people gave it to me.
11. I used to get angry easily, but now, I'm not anymore, I dunno what kind of spells I do to myself but it work. As long as I remain calm and think logically, I can overcome my anger.
12.When my hair is short, I must make it look interesting and stylish, but when my hair is long, I don't give a damn about it, I just let it become messy, although sometimes it's kinda disturbing but I like it.
13. I love to plan what's going on ahead on me. If the plan doesn't go well, I will make another plan to fix it and then return to the original plan. Sometimes, I already have a back-up plan on my mind if something goes wrong.
14. I'm rarely to get sick, but when I'm sick, it's really hard to recover bcuz I don't like to take medicine. I just let it be until I'm recover.
15.When I like someone, I will have multiple feelings towards that person. I will like, love, envy, hate that person and most important thing, I will always think about that person.
16. I really easy to like someone, it's not love first sight, but it's more to like first sight. I don't care much if people think of that girl were differ with me either that girl is cute/pretty or not.
17. I do have a great memory, I can remember something that already been years. Right now, I still remember a few things when I was kindergarten. haha~ weird huh?
18. My attitude depends on my moods, most the time I be friendly with everyone, and most of the time I fake my feelings when I'm with my friends. I do look happy, but deep inside, who knows? only God knows about it.
19. I'm actually a left-handed, my dad forced me, and now I'm a right-handed. Reason? I don't know about it, maybe my dad don't want me look "differ" than my siblings since all of them were right-handed.
20. I really love to sit like L Ryuzaki from Death Note, I dunno why but it makes me feel very comfortable. haha~
Stereopony - Namida no MUKOU / Across from the Tears
as the 2nd Opening for Gundam 00 -second season-
what the heck~!?
Last two weeks, I went to BBS with Hamid and Khairi..we ride a bike..it's my first time ride a bike to BBS..I press the throttle so damn hard, and it's going to damn fast! somehow, my bike's brake didn't function well.. =.=" *sigh* thank god, I didn't end up accident..lol~ we went there just to go cyber cafe, as well as went there to met Arif, noobies friend..haha~ then , after finish played at cyber cafe, went to Arif's "new" house..met his parents, it's been about 4 to 5 months didn't meet his parents and still they remembered me..haha~ how touched I am..lol~ then, went to Ayamas Food Stall..just wanna met Fadly and Mizi..Fadly still didn't change a bit but Mizi..somehow he's a bit sombong, arrogant..well, but he still playboy as always..haha~
then, yesterday I met Si Jie, Hui Zi and another girl..ate at Selayang Mall..
well, everytime I went to Selayang Mall, definitely I will meet Pui Ling there..haha~ she sometimes standing there like a statue, and I told her to do exercises..haha~
soon results spm will come out, can't wait for it, I wanna see my friends again, and maybe will be the last time..just right after I get the result, I will continue my study..hard to explain why but
1st, I wanna go study and really wanted to go to Japan.
2nd, I wanna stay away from my friends and let them at far distance for a while, I'm pretty sure they didn't miss me at all. haha~ I have a right to say that.
3rd, I kinda boring stay at Selayang, I wanna go see what's outside there from here, I'm sure there's many things which I still lack of understanding.
there's more but just let me keep it for a while..maybe later I will post it here again..
well, that's all for now..bai bai~~
then, yesterday I met Si Jie, Hui Zi and another girl..ate at Selayang Mall..
well, everytime I went to Selayang Mall, definitely I will meet Pui Ling there..haha~ she sometimes standing there like a statue, and I told her to do exercises..haha~
soon results spm will come out, can't wait for it, I wanna see my friends again, and maybe will be the last time..just right after I get the result, I will continue my study..hard to explain why but
1st, I wanna go study and really wanted to go to Japan.
2nd, I wanna stay away from my friends and let them at far distance for a while, I'm pretty sure they didn't miss me at all. haha~ I have a right to say that.
3rd, I kinda boring stay at Selayang, I wanna go see what's outside there from here, I'm sure there's many things which I still lack of understanding.
there's more but just let me keep it for a while..maybe later I will post it here again..
well, that's all for now..bai bai~~
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