When people get hurt , they learn to hate . When people hurt others , they become hated & are racked with guilt ; But knowing that pain allows people to be kind , Pain allows people to grow & how you grow up is up to you ; You know pain, you think about it , the answer you find it is up to you ; Just try to make your life as simple as possible ; So that you can forget all the pain you had .

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John F. Kennedy

John F. Kennedy speech about illuminati, new World order (nWo) & etc:

This is the translation from the audio:
"The very word "secrecy" is repugnant in a free and open society; and we are as a people inherently and historically opposed to secret societies, to secret oaths and to secret proceedings. We decided long ago that the dangers of excessive and unwarranted concealment of pertinent facts far outweighed the dangers which are cited to justify it. Even today, there is little value in opposing the threat of a closed society by imitating its arbitrary restrictions. Even today, there is little value in insuring the survival of our nation if our traditions do not survive with it. And there is very grave danger that an announced need for increased security will be seized upon by those anxious to expand its meaning to the very limits of official censorship and concealment. That I do not intend to permit to the extent that it is in my control. And no official of my Administration, whether his rank is high or low, civilian or military, should interpret my words here tonight as an excuse to censor the news, to stifle dissent, to cover up our mistakes or to withhold from the press and the public the facts they deserve to know.

For we are opposed around the world by a monolithic and ruthless conspiracy that relies primarily on covert means for expanding its sphere of influence--on infiltration instead of invasion, on subversion instead of elections, on intimidation instead of free choice, on guerrillas by night instead of armies by day. It is a system which has conscripted vast human and material resources into the building of a tightly knit, highly efficient machine that combines military, diplomatic, intelligence, economic, scientific and political operations.

Its preparations are concealed, not published. Its mistakes are buried, not headlined. Its dissenters are silenced, not praised. No expenditure is questioned, no rumor is printed, no secret is revealed.

No President should fear public scrutiny of his program. For from that scrutiny comes understanding; and from that understanding comes support or opposition. And both are necessary. I am not asking your newspapers to support the Administration, but I am asking your help in the tremendous task of informing and alerting the American people. For I have complete confidence in the response and dedication of our citizens whenever they are fully informed.

I not only could not stifle controversy among your readers--I welcome it. This Administration intends to be candid about its errors; for as a wise man once said: "An error does not become a mistake until you refuse to correct it." We intend to accept full responsibility for our errors; and we expect you to point them out when we miss them.

Without debate, without criticism, no Administration and no country can succeed--and no republic can survive. That is why the Athenian lawmaker Solon decreed it a crime for any citizen to shrink from controversy. And that is why our press was protected by the First Amendment-- the only business in America specifically protected by the Constitution- -not primarily to amuse and entertain, not to emphasize the trivial and the sentimental, not to simply "give the public what it wants"--but to inform, to arouse, to reflect, to state our dangers and our opportunities, to indicate our crises and our choices, to lead, mold, educate and sometimes even anger public opinion.

This means greater coverage and analysis of international news--for it is no longer far away and foreign but close at hand and local. It means greater attention to improved understanding of the news as well as improved transmission. And it means, finally, that government at all levels, must meet its obligation to provide you with the fullest possible information outside the narrowest limits of national security--and so it is to the printing press--to the recorder of man's deeds, the keeper of his conscience, the courier of his news--that we look for strength and assistance, confident that with your help man will be what he was born to be: free and independent."


This is the scene where John F. Kennedy was assassinated right after his speech about the "secret society":

He's the one and only the true US President. He was a great man. But sadly, right before he wanted to exposed about the illuminati group that within their government, he was assassinated.

"Bodies upon the gears" speech

"There's a time when the operation of the machine becomes so odious—makes you so sick at heart—that you can't take part. You can't even passively take part. And you've got to put your bodies upon the gears and upon the wheels, upon the levers, upon all the apparatus, and you've got to make it stop. And you've got to indicate to the people who run it, to the people who own it that unless you're free, the machine will be prevented from working at all."
— Mario Savio, December 2, 1964.

Stereopony

Even though I didn't understand much with the meaning of Stereopony's songs, but I'm still love it. Well, of course, AIMI the vocalist is the most prettiest girl on that band, she can play guitar & have a wonderful voice as well. HAHA~ xD silly me! I love this 3 songs from them no matter what. =]

Stereopony - Nagareboshi (Falling Star)


Stereopony - Smilife


Stereopony - Tsukiakari no Michishirube (Guidepost of the Moonlight)
Linkin Park - Waiting For The End

              The Album front cover
How I love the way LP done with this video, the using the technology that more enhance & people never done it before..I love the song and totally love the album, A Thousand Suns. The band stated that A Thousand Suns isn't an album, the whole 15 track are actually combined as one song. Somehow their new album is a continuation of their previous album, Minutes to Midnight, and it's about warfare, nuclear, and whatsoever. Well, they have change their music. It's not as heavy as before. Their old songs were rather heavy but the lyrics doesn't really deep like their songs now, soft but have a really deep meaning. LP is the only band which has change their music but still remain popular on all over the world unlike other band which was already went down & not as popular as they are.

Semester 1 is finally over~!

helloo~
I didn't update my blog quite a long time... >o<"
well, I've been busy with my assignments here & there, final projects, final exams, final presentation, MARA & whatsoever~ =o=
now, I'm back! xD I'm free for a while FINALLY!!
I just need to concentrate with my cosplay with my friend before Comic Fiesta '10 begin!
so I need to hurry up!!
due to my loan, got error here & there...I didn't turn up on one of my final presentation...
now I'm scared I'm might gonna repeat that subject for the next semester... ToT
and guess what, my hair has long now~ HAHA
I wanna keep it as long as I can~ =D
well, gotta go! clocks ticking~

new life~

I didn't update my blog for such a long time...haha~
well, kinda busy with my new life in the UniKL...
at first, it's quite shit at here...but now, I'm already get used to it in this hostel...
it's quite okay actually...not to mention, got a lots of new friends...
I'm taking the Diploma in Animation...it's quite tough and at the same time it's fun...haha
I'm really into the Character Design I, the best subject ever in the semester one...
Principles and Timing I is good too, but it's quite hard,
making the Bouncing Ball & Head Rotation using Adobe Flash...
I have to make sure the movement looks perfect and smooth...
well, Drawing I quite difficult to me...didn't use pencil anymore...
for this time, I've been using Chinese Paint Brush & Chinese Ink for the straight line,
then Permanent Marker for the gesture of the full figures...
my other subjects are Foundation English, Co-curriculum I, History of Animation and Fundamental of Programming...
Oh God! I hate Programming~ I didn't understand at all...
well, that's all for today, bye~

BAD MOOD~ :O

hmmm...I dunno why, I'm suddenly not in a good mood...
it seems that everything I've done been screwed up!
maybe I'm just not lucky recently...
I hope everything will be okay after this... :']
that's all I guess..I just dunno what to type anymore...
everything seems messy in my head right now~
well, gotta go...I should rest & keep my mind clear...

Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time


I watched this movie quite some time ago, can't say for sure but....
This movie does sucks a bit, the combat action less but the graphics were impressive tho...
The Sand of Times game (2003) was much better compared to this movie based on the storyline...
This movie that "based" on The Sands of Time but
the way movie flows was like in the Prince of Persia 4/Zero game...
The Wall Run were really limitless in this movie, I saw Prince was doing the Wall Run about 3 Steps only while in the game, he can do the Wall Run very long...





This the The Sands of Time Game Trailer

Overall, I think the game was much better than the movie..
Darn that Walt's Disney for produced this movie, bcuz the movie was released from Walt's Disney so the story was less action & less violence due for the kids...



Among all the movies that I already seen, I think the best movie for this year is KICK-ASS!!

waaa~~

it's been a long time I didn't update my blog....well, I'm kinda busy lately....
anyway, about a month ago...I watched Kick-Ass with Jay along with his brother, Syauqi & his girlfriend...
thanks to both of you, I got free exclusive ticket, watched it at @CURVE...it was my first time went there, it was damn huge~~ it's so exciting...
then, about couple weeks ago, watched Iron Man 2 with Arif & Hamid, it was good but I think the first one was much better...this second movie, it's more talking than fighting... =___=" well, at least it revealed about Avengers...plus, I read in the internet that they will make Avengers movie on 2012 that will include all the Marvel character that already showed in the cinema like Spider-man, Iron Man, Hulk, Punisher, Wolverine etc...Avengers will combine all those hero into one movie...





well, can't wait for this movie above...Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time, it based on the popular game from Ubisoft, Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time (2003), I hope the movie will be as great as the game with the power of Sands that can turn back time, which is called "Recall" in the game...well, the movie going to release on 27th May, so 3 days more to go~~ can't wait~!! >O<

nothing much tho~

-sigh- nothing much lately..well, I already watch Clash of the Titans, it's great movie tho, great graphics but the problem is the story doesn't fit with the title, that means the whole concept was totally sucks! plus, I've got new hairstyle~ hahaha...feel excited but at the same time, feel weird.. =_="
so many weirdo question around me lately...should I go searching for a girlfriend? or should I just ignore about it? it's so retarded when people asking me such a weirdo question about girlfriend...and again~~ -sigh-
well, that's all for now...nothing much tho...ja na!

weird~ weird~ weird~

I dunno why but I felt kinda weird recently..I feel like someone cursed me or something or maybe I just thinking too much... =_= -sigh-
even so, I'm still kinda awkward today...when will I stop feeling weird?
there's certain time I'm feel happy and at the same time, I feel...weird?
O_O what the hell is wrong with me! >O AARRRRGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!

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Stereopony - TSUKIAKARI no MICHISHIRUBE / Guidepost of the Moonlight


as the Opening of Darker than Black.

"somebody/someone/somewhat" tagged me... =.="

Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave a comment (“You’re tagged!”), and to read your blog, you can’t tag a person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.
1. As you all know, my name is Mohamad Faizal. How proud I am got that name, haha. Meaning of Faizal is something to do with Judge, Decisive, Criteria. Few of my friends call me Zero, while most of them just call me Pejal and now I got new nickname, which is Pak Usu. haha~ bcuz I got a niece right now, that's what my family call me right now.

2. I'm from Malaysia, nothing to be proud of but I'm proud to be Muslim. haha~ well, my mother's ancestors were Chinese, if I'm not mistaken. Bcuz one of my mom's brother look a bit Chinese/Malay. Maybe that the reason why my eyes look like Chinese. Even few my friends said that I'm a "dark skin Chinese". Damn you people!

3. *sigh* Relationship~ I stop thinking about it for a while, maybe it's not my time yet to have a relationship. I do like someone, no, I did like someone before. For me, to like someone is very easy, yet, to love someone is so damn hard. I like tons of girls that I knew, but none of them I truly love, that includes my ex-girlfriends. The truth is I'm not very good at any related to relationship, haha~

4. I love lots of thing that have to do with Japan, like Anime, Manga, Music. MangAnime are part of my life. Without them, I totally like a zombie sitting at home. That includes Music also, my life will fill with loneliness if I didn't hear any songs.

5. I'm interested in Cosplay right now! I wanted to participate in Cosplay Competition. Cosplay short of "Costume Play" is type of performance art in which participants don costumes and accessories to represent a specific character or idea. Characters are often drawn from popular fiction in Japan. Favorite sources include manga, anime, tokusatsu, comic books, graphic novels, video games, hentai and fantasy movies.

6. Nothing change on me, my weight is still the same, about 56kg..the only differ is my height, I'm getting taller. haha~ now it's 175cm.

7. I don't care much about marriage, as long as the marriage going well, then I don't have to worry about it. That's all.

8. My drawing keeps better and better. Well, now I have to concentrate on achieving as Graphics Designer/Animation. Maybe after this, I should join Gempak Starz and become cartoonist. haha~

9. I used to addicted to v'games. haha~ that's weird for someone like me. But now, I already stop being addicted to v'games. Now I addicted on my drawing!

10. I totally love something that I can hold for a very long time, I don't care whether it's look pretty or ugly, as long as I can hold something precious that people gave it to me.

11. I used to get angry easily, but now, I'm not anymore, I dunno what kind of spells I do to myself but it work. As long as I remain calm and think logically, I can overcome my anger.

12.When my hair is short, I must make it look interesting and stylish, but when my hair is long, I don't give a damn about it, I just let it become messy, although sometimes it's kinda disturbing but I like it.

13. I love to plan what's going on ahead on me. If the plan doesn't go well, I will make another plan to fix it and then return to the original plan. Sometimes, I already have a back-up plan on my mind if something goes wrong.

14. I'm rarely to get sick, but when I'm sick, it's really hard to recover bcuz I don't like to take medicine. I just let it be until I'm recover.
 
15.When I like someone, I will have multiple feelings towards that person. I will like, love, envy, hate that person and most important thing, I will always think about that person.

16. I really easy to like someone, it's not love first sight, but it's more to like first sight. I don't care much if people think of that girl were differ with me either that girl is cute/pretty or not.

17. I do have a great memory, I can remember something that already been years. Right now, I still remember a few things when I was kindergarten. haha~ weird huh?

18. My attitude depends on my moods, most the time I be friendly with everyone, and most of the time I fake my feelings when I'm with my friends. I do look happy, but deep inside, who knows? only God knows about it.

19. I'm actually a left-handed, my dad forced me, and now I'm a right-handed. Reason? I don't know about it, maybe my dad don't want me look "differ" than my siblings since all of them were right-handed.

20. I really love to sit like L Ryuzaki from Death Note, I dunno why but it makes me feel very comfortable. haha~

Stereopony - Namida no MUKOU / Across from the Tears



as the 2nd Opening for Gundam 00 -second season-

what the heck~!?

Last two weeks, I went to BBS with Hamid and Khairi..we ride a bike..it's my first time ride a bike to BBS..I press the throttle so damn hard, and it's going to damn fast! somehow, my bike's brake didn't function well.. =.=" *sigh* thank god, I didn't end up accident..lol~ we went there just to go cyber cafe, as well as went there to met Arif, noobies friend..haha~ then , after finish played at cyber cafe, went to Arif's "new" house..met his parents, it's been about 4 to 5 months didn't meet his parents and still they remembered me..haha~ how touched I am..lol~ then, went to Ayamas Food Stall..just wanna met Fadly and Mizi..Fadly still didn't change a bit but Mizi..somehow he's a bit sombong, arrogant..well, but he still playboy as always..haha~
then, yesterday I met Si Jie, Hui Zi and another girl..ate at Selayang Mall..
well, everytime I went to Selayang Mall, definitely I will meet Pui Ling there..haha~ she sometimes standing there like a statue, and I told her to do exercises..haha~
soon results spm will come out, can't wait for it, I wanna see my friends again, and maybe will be the last time..just right after I get the result, I will continue my study..hard to explain why but
1st, I wanna go study and really wanted to go to Japan.
2nd, I wanna stay away from my friends and let them at far distance for a while, I'm pretty sure they didn't miss me at all. haha~ I have a right to say that.
3rd, I kinda boring stay at Selayang, I wanna go see what's outside there from here, I'm sure there's many things which I still lack of understanding.
there's more but just let me keep it for a while..maybe later I will post it here again..
well, that's all for now..bai bai~~

confirm cosplay..

well, I'm already confirm to choose this as my cosplay..
Ventus in Armor Suit

for now,I'm still creating the Keyblade with my friend - Jay,
still not finish yet..once finish, I will post it..

about cosplay

well, I have been thinking lately..
I think I will participate on the cosplay competition this year..
dunno when but definitely I will attend..
what cosplay I wanna be? well, somehow I decided to choose one of the characters that were in the Kingdom Hearts..the question is who?
If I choose Sora, somehow it's very complicated, with the spiky hair and the outfit..

then again, I would prefer choose Roxas..
I can do the hairstyle, it's not very difficult but the outfit seems complicated to me..haha~
also, Jay told me that there are so many cosplayers became Roxas and Sora already..

 so, right now I decide to choose Ventus from the new Kingdom Hearts game which is Birth by Sleep..
I would have to choose either the armor suit or the normal outfit..


well, guess I have to start working it out before the cosplay competition start ya..I don't care whether I will win or not..just gonna enjoy it, that's all..haha~

happy?

well, last weekend, I'm not at Selayang about three days..I stayed at Sg. Besi for a while bcuz got my brother's wedding ceremony was held at there..in that three days, I went to see my lol friends there..it was really exciting to see them again..well, only two that attend to my bro's wedding ceremony..wan and barber..thanks for coming..actually, I wanna invite my friends at Selayang, but the place it's kinda far so I didn't invite them..so damn sorry ya~ anyway, it's good to have a sister-in-law..now, my family becomes more bigger and bigger..haha..well, that's all..bai bai~ ^^

a lol movie at Jusco Kepong?

waa~ kon'nichiwa minna-san~!!it's been a long time I didn't online and post something on my blog de..haha~
well, I'm just pretty busy lately, no time to post anything..
but now here I am, posting a something new, I guess..
anyway, last  two weekends, I think it's on 9th January - Saturday..
it's supposed to be a gathering for 5ak2, but most of them can't go..busy with their work..
and it turns out to be only 3 guys going... =.=" ..really what the fuck?!
it's just me, Hamid and Arif..Wei Hwa want to go but she's the only Chinese who is free, so she didn't go..
as for Jasmine, she don't have a transport to go..lol~
well, only three of us went to Jusco Kepong to watch a movie..
a very damn lol movie which is..
Ju-On (2009): Black Ghost and White Ghost..

somehow, the movie is a bit disappointing me..this movie don't have a scary part anymore..only got shocked moment but the rest were all funny..can u imagine a white old lady ghost holding a basketball? totally hilarious..haha~ but there's a few connection with the previous Ju-On's movies..also, there's too many characters in this movie but overall, I think this movie was ok lah..

nothing much..

urgh~~!!
damn boring this few days..
nothing much to do..
some of my friends work, few of them go to school..
I just sit at home for a while, injured bcuz accident recently..
my back bone really damn hurt, but now it's ok, I guess..
well, nothing unusual this past few days..
in the morning, I always have to take care of my niece, she still a baby..
cry, cry, and cry, what more can she do? sometimes it makes me headache..
but most of the time, she's ok..just quiet..well, her name is Nur Irdina Zahra binti Adri Ezani...
really a cute name..she's also beautiful..wonder how she will look like when she's grown up..haha~
well, if this saturday I got a time to hang out, maybe I will be going to our small gathering..
just involving the ex-akaun2 only..going out to watch a movie, maybe Carriers, I love to watch horror/scary movie..haha..
uh~ I think that's all for now, nothing much I gonna say..if got I will post another one later...
well, have a nice day minna-san, bai bai~ ^^

planning~?

humph~ I just started to think where should I study after this...
maybe I decided to study at UiTM...maybe at UniKL, humph...I dunno~~
because I wanna continue my study in Japan...learn about their technology about their Computer Graphic, just like Final Fantasy...
but before that, I keep searching in the internet, which place that have a Japanese course in Malaysia...
it's really damn hard to find it in this country...
if anyone got, PLEASE inform me ya~~

new year, new life and new sister-in-law?

hahaha~ just as the title say..before that, happy new year to all people..happy 2010..haha~
wow, new life has begins..now, can wake up late, no need to wear school uniform anymore..haha..lol~
on friday, I went to my previous house at sungai besi, stay there for a while, really damn boring la..
got no tv and radio...just got stupid books and air-cond...
after pray at masjid kem tentera, we went to masjid UPM, my bro married there..
then, I follow to my cousin's house..stay there for a night...
we went swimming..then, went to eat at mamak stall..
record a video that my cousin sing a song while playing guitar, the song was....uh, I forgot~ haha..
then, help him create a blog...he such a noobie..hahahaha~
well, this afternoon have to go to my bro's wedding ceremony...
-sigh- really tired this two days..on sunday, I got motor workshop...
what a terrible weekend...well, that's all for now...gonna sleep now...
good night / oyasumi nasai everyone~~ ^^

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